Exhausted. That's how I feel not only each night when I get home from work, but also during the day while I am teaching. I hate feeling this way. When I am not at work, I am still working. Plus, my mind never shuts down and then I don't get a good nights sleep. I have tried a variety of sleeping pills (prescription and non), but nothing works. I am always exhausted - day and night - no matter what I try. This is the part I dislike about teaching, and right now, I am only a sub! I cannot imagine how I would feel if I had all the additional commitments of a full-time teacher.
Today, I got a call following up on the next steps towards a job I applied for over a year ago. They want me to come in for an interview next week. The position available is only 25 hours a week, but surely the pay will be pretty close to what I am making now. Plus once in the system, I would be the first to be offered the full-time position if it opens up. I am taking this job into serious consideration. It might mean putting off anything theatrically related for a while, but I am so tired of being tired. I would really like a job I could leave at the office and not really think about when I get home. It would help put my mind to rest ... at least for a while.
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